空... ...
突然心好像不見了...
對甚麼都失去了興趣, 甚麼都感覺不到…
很努力地想,努力地去感覺甚麼,
想要捉住些甚麼,但卻甚麼都捉不到…
得到的就只有那莫名其妙出現的,那空空的,甚麼都沒有的感覺…
這感覺很恐怖,比emo更糟,比down還慘…
emo和down 在一陣子後,讓自己吃個好吃的,看部電影,和朋友聚個會或甚麼的就會消失…
就醬,一直知道醬就會恢復正常,但這一次卻無效…
空的感覺一直都在…
就算在和朋友嘻嘻哈哈地聚會後,吃了好吃的後回到家躺在床上時眼淚回無故地落下…
試圖逃避這感覺,所以都逼自己做個早睡的小孩…
慶幸的是,現在的工作實在太累人,都不會失眠…
除了這一晚,也許晚餐喝了太多綠茶or綠茶不夠純正,失眠了…
但不幸的是,也許這空的感覺太強烈,它跑入夢中了…
夢中的空更不好受,現實生活中只有感覺,沒有真正一個可以100%證實它真的純在…
但在夢中卻真真實實的感到無助,感到一切好遙遠,感到被拋棄了…
連續幾天都有著這種所謂的惡夢…
印象最深刻的莫過於被朋友遺忘在一個我無法自己回去的地方,感覺失落無助到… …
然而過後再見面時卻無法對他發脾氣…
感覺很真實的夢…
就如現在的我,想對失去的 “東西”提出疑問,發脾氣,但卻發現沒甚麼 “東西”可以問,沒有權力,也沒有那個身分地位去發脾氣… …
在被 “空”侵襲得嚴重,撐不下時,我發email, sms給可以讓我感覺真實存在的朋友,補充元氣…
就哈啦一些有的沒的,那就好…
但嚇到了其中一個朋友...
本想只祝福他心滿滿的,希望他幸福…
但打太多讓他擔心了…
對不起… …
我和他並不是常見面,生活中真真的很要好的朋友…
但卻一直很謝謝他和我分享他的心事…
TO 你….
你說的一切都會只是我們之間的秘密…
但抱歉的是,此刻的我沒法和你分享心事…
因為很亂,很空所以無法也不知怎麼說…
因為習慣不說所以說不出口…
因為時常有人說可以和他們分享,但當終於想說的時候卻發現原來那是場面話…
因為害怕失望…
因為沒有信心…
所以對不起… …
其實我很羨幕那些可以隨意說出自己心事的人…
說出後,知道不是一個人在撐,感覺應該很好吧!?
好好珍惜對你說心事的朋友,好好保管你們的共同的 “秘密”, 因為他們真的信任你…
My Sis Big Day...
It is just a normal day for many people…
It is just a weekend, Sunday, an off day for working people…
It is just a day after Deepavali celebration for Indian friends…
But…
It’s a special day for certain people…
It’s a big day for my sis …
It’s a happy day for our family…
It’s the day of my sis officially become Mrs Sim
It’s the day of Mr Sim officially get a good wife…
It’s the day of my parents officially get a son-in-law…
It’s the day of myself and my sibling officially get a brother-in-law…
Is a day to sign, day of signature!!!
Is a registration day for MY SIS and BROTHER-IN-LAW…
My sis and brother-in-law registered at Beng Siew, SP.
Morning, 10 something, friends and relatives already there to witness their big day.

*With their friends. Friends from SP, KM & PG*
Time to sign…
*Signatures of Mr & Mrs Sim, Calvin & Veron*
*Signatures of witnesses, Dad & HW*
*Mr & Mrs Sim exchanging rings*
*4 signatures = a cert = a marriage :) *
P/S: They very “yeng” lo, have the most supporters there, but also have the most camera persons there. Hohoho….
*4 still camera persons + 1 video camera persons*
*MT and I not in pic*
After the registration, we moved to Bites to have the post-registration lunch buffet.
*Enjoy eating that time also is time for pics*
Food at Bites quite ok, the environment very nice too.

*The mango pudding is the most popular ‘food’ of the day*
*Nice deco*
A thing is not really nice there…
This one…
*Name of my sis and my bro-in-law with a love*
Although it was at the entrance, but not many people noticed it, not very obvious. The deco er… er… er… like… er… really ah… eiks…
With a bunch of flower + A pair of rings + Marriage certs…
Here announce you Mr & Mrs Sim.
~Congratulation My Sis & Brother-in-law~
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After the big event, we have another event home at night…We’re having….
Celebrating…
My mom birthday!!!
Pre-birthday celebration, her actual birthday is today :D
*Yeah~ happy birthday mom*
And we’re having steamboat…
Hohoho~~~

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Notes:
# Is really a small small world, Bites not only is my ex-colleague’s sis restaurant also belong to my schoolmate.
# Someone I never met or even talked to called me GiGi without intro herself or make sure I’m I… woo~ on through FB make her so confident…
# Long long time never have friend call me Wan Gee, when heard it shock bit.. haha… I remember when first we know I was introduced as GiGi, but… yeah… I think is because of FB too… wo… powerful FB.. haha..
喜歡&愛
"喜歡" 不 = "愛" or "喜歡" = "愛" ?
很喜歡羊咩咩給我的答案:
"喜歡就是淡淡的愛,愛就是深深的喜歡"
喜歡那感覺淺淺,淡淡的一句話,卻包含了深深的涵義...
喜歡他以回文的方式呈現...
很喜歡他的答案,但卻不想接受這答案...
我還是選擇相信一直所相信的...
"喜歡" 不 = "愛"
為甚麼堅持?
因為我固執...
因為這是最好的藉口...
因為這是欺騙自己最好的說辭...
因為這是防止感情變質的好阻力...
當一個人對你好,對你貼心溫柔時...
因為我很貪心...
我想對我喜歡的人,感覺好的人說
如果大家的"喜歡"和"愛"的定義都一樣,那多好...
hmm... 但是hor...其實hor...
我希望,羊咩咩不只得到深深的喜歡,也得到了深深的愛.
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一天駕車時又想起了樹,葉子和風 的故事...
樹可以原來是仙人掌,它只需要刺,並不需要葉子的陪伴...
葉子可以原來是落地生根,它其實想離開樹了,奈何它就長那兒...
風還是風...
這故事一點都不美,是吧?!
Good food from Darren ^^
E-Ting and I commented on his pics, then he said he will cook for us one day.
We take this as a courtesy reply, who knows he really means it.
He invited us to his house for a yummy yummy dinner last Sunday night.
He planned this, want to cook us a week before his trip to China.
Wah~ really ‘got heart’, he planned his day cook for us… cool right?!
FYI, it’s not a “normal” dinner, k?
He put a lot of time + energy + heart on that….You’ll agree with me when you listen to the dishes’ name (ok, only Chinese name, don’t want to translate until spoil the beautifulness... sorry…)
See see what yummy food he served us...
Really yummy yummy yummy one ler....
*蠔煎包*
The dough is cruncy, inside got lot of ingredients, got oysters, egg, "ang hun", spring onion (or 'ku cai' hehe... not sure) and... er... not sure still got what 'hor liao' inside... but really taste nice... he made one each... a big one... yum yum~~~
*日式南蠻雞*
This one very nice too... too bad we cannot finish it... really super full...
This one take lot of his time, according to the thumb up cook, after he made the chicken, he marinated it with _________ ("li li kat kat", a lot of things, I just know got "sao xing jiu" :P) for 6 hours.
Geng right? A lot of heart and effort on the dinner invitation... so touch lo~~~ :)
Nice name? Darren said the red chili is ants, the green vege and 'tang hun' is tree...
I love this one a lot...
We finished it... hohoho... really yummy ler!!!!! *Thumb up!! Thumb up!! Thumb up!!!*
The soup is kind of tasteless, cos the sweet taste already absorb by the 'tang hun'
This was actually cooked by Darren's mom.
Yummy food and we're super duple full.. hoho...
But hor... we hor.. really gai one lo....
My Belated Birthday Present From Europe ^^
She is back last week!!!She is back from her 3 weeks Europe trip!!!
She is back with my belated birthday present!!!!
I got the birthday present from her after around 6 months…
Half year late, but worth to wait…
Hohoho… cos ….
It’s an expensive branded bag from London
*Tadah*

Yeah, this is it…Map around Harrods building printed on the bag…
Included the cute London Red Bus, Harrods bus, policemen, shoppers...
Cute right?
But then I said… e.. make in China one…
Ha~ what not make in China now ah? Hahaha~~
Hehe… beside birthday present I got souvenirs from E-ting too…
Souvenirs is… …
*Tadah*
The Big Bell post card got London red bus oh…
E-ting showed me her travel pics… woo…. Cool…
E-ting stayed somewhere nearby the place showed in the Paris postcard…
Lucky her…
Erm… should have another post card from Scotland…
Ok la~ got that heart also song liao
Thanks ya, E-ting… *muazks~ muazks~ muazks~*
Sungai Pasir Hill Hiking...
話說有一天…就在那一天…那一個週末…上兩個星期天…
(eiks~忙~累~ blog update得很慢... 唉~~~)
很難得的,我在朋友問我要不要hiking時我說了, “好”…
嗯~正確的來說我的回答是… “Oh… …”
五點出發… 不是早上五點,是 5:00 PM…
朋友說知道我很 “chan”, 所以故意選五點,早一點… …
So…就醬,上山了…途中遇到的小孩子很串哦~他們說 “你們很慢”
Ok…當然不是說我…是說和他們一起來的長輩們…
但…間接也中 “suk” 了…
好~好~好~小孩子就是活力充沛…
想當年,姐姐也是…
上山除了揮霍汗水,浪費精力,自找累受外… (ok…是運動, exercise…)
好啦~好啦~老實說還蠻好玩的啦~
除了得到登山的樂趣外,還可以做的就是…
Yeah~拍照啦!!!
呵呵~
朋友問為甚麼要帶包包…Yeah~除了因為我是公主,流太多汗不補充水分會暈,定要帶水外,就是因為我要帶相機啦~哇哈哈哈哈~~~~
看看看…
這小小花很可愛,顏色也很美
朋友說從這兒看過去可以看到Penang哦~
好像有看到Komtar,但照片看不出來吧… erm~~~
然後就是樹和藍藍的天空…
有好孤獨的樹,只有樹幹,都沒了葉子的陪伴…
當天的天空好藍,好美…
沒有黃昏的feel,不說會被誤認為晴朗涼爽的早晨嗎?
再來, 還是因為天空而拍的…
朋友問 “美meh?”…
Yeah~是沒甚麼特別,但那雲絲絲的, 有好溫柔的感覺…
還有,這是山上看下來的景色…
之前那一張看到的是Penang,而這是山的另一面,看到的是Sungai Petani…
Oh~沒提到哦~我到SP的Sungai Pasir Hill hiking 了…
是我第一次上Sungai Pasir Hill, 路上一直被朋友笑不是SP 人… eiks~~~
本以為下山會往上山的路回走,那知不是…有些想拍的,之前顧著累,沒拍到, miss 掉了…
Hiking感言 : Yeah~終於有山是我可以征服, 這沒有運動的身體原來還可以成功從山腳走到山頂再下來的.呵呵呵~~~
朋友終於完成了很久以前說過的,要帶我到Sungai Pasir Hill的承諾...
朋友終於笑了,放心了… … …
******
好累,好想blog about my belated birthday gift from E-ting, blog about my last night yummy dinner from ppl's husband :P but not bit "kong kong" liao, brain like not working well liao... Oh NO!!! now only 9 pm ++ ... night still young but my body so "old", so tiring... haizh~~~
I hope tomorrow will not be another non-stop 9am - 6pm never will finish works... *crossing fingers*
Moon Cake Festival Gathering...
堂妹在一個月前就msn我說好久沒BBQ了,想要辦一個Family Gathering 來玩玩.
就醬,在堂妹的號召下,我們有了這一個Family Pot Luck Moon Cake Festival Gathering .
雖然,沒了之前plan要做的BBQ,但食物也不錯哦~
看… …
我們有fried mihun, curry chicken, fried noodle, fried mengkuang, loh bak, nuggets, sis made dessert, laksa and mooncakes… yum~yum~yum~~~
*大家就醬站著,坐著,在屋外吃到屋內,再從屋內吃到屋外…呵呵呵~~~*
當然,當然,除了吃,我們還有掛燈籠啦~
還有Doraemon的燈籠哦,可愛~~~
但是hor,都是那兩個小堂弟妹在玩,我們都超齡了…oops~~
雖然只是他們倆人,其他小孩都缺席但小堂弟堂妹們都說: “這個Gathering好好玩哦~”
两個小瓜可是熱門人物哦~大家都比較喜歡跟小瓜拍照…
每次gathering 後最煩人的除了清理工作外就是該如何處理剩餘的食物了…
媽媽說好就沒做Steamboat了… 所以… 下一次的gathering主食應該會是Steamboat吧!? 嘻嘻嘻~~~~
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當天除了是中秋佳節外,還是堂姐,婉仪姊姊的結婚吉日.
恭喜!恭喜!恭喜婉仪姊姊和堂姐夫.
祝你們甜甜蜜蜜,幸福快樂
*oops~~兒童不宜!! 甜蜜哦~*
這是在他們婚禮前的一個星期在SP 設喜宴時拍下的 :)
這對新人再不同的State搞三場喜宴, geng! 佩服!!!
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有一天,當我被HR manager 捉去briefing出來後一同事對我說有人拿東西給你…
看看, 裡面有三盒月餅, 1個to HR manager, 1個to Finance的同事, 1 個to GiGi Teoh…
找不到字條,問了接收的同事,同事只說是個不是很高,瘦瘦的男人送來的… e…Scratch head到頭皮都要破,都想不到是誰…
至直,一個senior finance的同事出來幫HR manager 拿月餅謎底才解開…
原來是那一個男人… 那個靠我賺錢的男人….
哈哈哈~是我的agent啦~~~
Ok, 有心… 有心…

*不是很瘋月餅,但是還蠻喜歡它的盒子的…呵呵呵~~*
###還有話說: 靠我賺醬多錢的同時還會買個月餅來慰勞我,看來這agent還不錯… (雖然有些許被騙來的感覺… ). 嗯…還有… 我這agent有些像我ex- ex- ex- ex- boss, 那次和他面對面坐下來說話時還真的想扁他…. :P
Photo shooting: Somewhere in SP & Lembah Bujang :)
I can post pics liao, so now here...
Showing you the pic I want to post but can't at my previous Freindster blog

Was looking for friend to go to somewhere I never been for long time on the 2nd day of Raya, but then Mr Goh asked interested to go photo shooting with him not...
As nothing to do home... yeah.... I was following him :D
Firstly, he brought me somewhere in SP...
A place that I never know but when I mention it, everyone know that place...
Even my cousin bro-in-law who not from SP... -_-' *sia sui lo~~*
Ok... I'm not taking any pro pro DSL camera like Mr Goh, but only my beloved digital camera...
So don't put so much expectation on my pics :D
Here you go...
I like the sky... the blue blue sky and the cloud...
Nice? :)
Then we moved to Lembah Bujang...
Yeah~ as I said, I no have any good or pro skills on pic taking... I like those pic just because I like the sky :D
Yeah~ yeah~ yeah~ say me "lao ia", "beh eong", "beh qi", "pa lia" or whatever you want to call it...
I like the sky, "an zuo"???!!!
And then.. here is a little small waterfall at Lembah Bujang
Got that weird thinking hor...
If hor... will not hurt or pain hor... I want to let the water hit me and float me away from the hill :P
And here some other pics...
I like the 1st pic.. like the green + the stone colour...
Ok, finish showing my pics from not pro camera...
Show here some pics from expensive pro camera by Mr. Goh...
See the blue~~~ wooo~~~~
There are other, but need to adjust the pic colour bit... but... hehehe... not editing... so no posting...

I like the top right pic the most...
The bottom one also...
But... Mr Goh said the bottom one is weird...
hmm... whatever la... I like it... :D
This one... this one.. I like the sun...
Nice not???
The water captured by the expensive camera really different....
See the effect....hmm...
And then... hahahaha...
The pro of going out with people with expensive camera is....
hehehe... will have some nice pics :D
I was actually 'kena tipu' to stand there, but I captured a pic I like the most there and he got me this pic... so ok... forgive him... :P
I like this pic because the sun ray...
I look like an angel came from the heaven or an UFO going to take me away...
yeah... I 'ka ki e, ka ki kong, ka ki song' again :P
And these...
Very seldom...
Really rare, Mr Goh can take me nice pics...
But... Yes... for this time :D


First post... complaining
My previous blog at Friendster exceed the image upload quota, so I have to find a new home for my blog... ... :(
So... I'm here...
Hello to blogspot...
But... but... but... it seems like not a happy opening...
Never think that my first post is a complaining post...
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?????
WHY I CAN'T IMPORT MY PREVIOUS BLOG FROM FRIENDSTER BLOG TO HERE??????
Been trying to move my Friendster blog to here since yesterday but nothing happen...
Only this show... ...
Nothing else after this... have been letting this "importing" for hours for so many times since yesterday but still NOTHING.... grrrrrrr~~~~~~~
Anyone know what is happening???
How to solve it???
Will put a link here 1st, and keep trying, hope soon I can really merge my previous blog here... :(
My previous blog link...
http://littlegigi.blog.friendster.com