Christmas... ...

☃ Christmas passed... hmm... dunno why lack of Christmas mood this year... very weird... hmm....

☃ Can't remember how I celebrated my Christmas eve and Christmas last year, perhap just stay at home and watched Christmas programs. But this year, I celebrated Christmas eve with ex-colleagues... Too bad Sam Sam and k@t@k not able to join us but stayed in office...
☃ Not went to steamboat as planned due to someone want us to change place last minute. grrr~~~ as I already told the take over organizer I want to scold ppl on this so i think is ok to do it here too... #@%$^&%&^%$^%">#@%$^&%&^%$^%"%#@%$^&%$^%"%#@%$^&%&^%$^%@!# what la!! Spoiled the mood!!!! eiks~~~~ erm... Meeting the gang is fun but... hmm... not really a good Christmas eve...
☃ I got a parking 'saman' on that day (sis said can ignore one wo..hehe..) and King Kong's baby was injured in Auto City... bad...
☃ Had our countdown at Auto City, saw fireworks but still can't feel the Christmas... oh ya~ thanks SY for driving me to Auto City... thanks ya :)

☃ Christmas day stayed at home watched tv, sleep and online... dunno how much I missed but can't find much happy Christmas tv programs this year... hmmm...

☃ A day after Christmas... 4 1/2 ginna in our family (bro-in-law is half... hehe..) run from home from morning til night... hohoho...
☃ We went to McD, had my 1st prosperity burger this year as my lunch, but... I really think it's not nice as last year, as before... hmmm..... too bad....
☃ And then we went to sing k. oops.. 3rd time in this month... over liao... hehe...

*hehe... the 4 ginnas... the 1/2 not with us, enjoying his nice tea kot...*

☃ Is fun to sing siao siao and happy songs... hehehe....

☃ After K we had Thai food...

☃ Is Seafood in Spicy Lemon sauce, but to us is only cooked seafood, dunno where is the spicy lemon saucy... but taste ok pun la....

☃ Watched the blue human movie then...


☃ Yeah~ Is Avatar. A movie that tell me human is bad.. very very bad... Businessman will do whatever for $$$$$ and army is the cruelest. Army has no heart to other, focus on target and only follow order... haizh~
☃ Army 很無情... ... in the movie... (ok.. beside the gal one... )

☃ After movie, have some little shop.... and know what.. finally I got the best gal's gown (ok.. bride maid.. -_- ) My younger sis have the same style as mine but different design, mine one more simply, younger sis one more princess :D hmm... have to eat more and make myself fatter or will follow the initial plan take back to the shop and make it fit few months later :D (no pic show until my sis wedding day :D )

☃ After my elder sis happy paying for her 2 little sis (nyek nyek nyek~), we went to Chai Leng Park to have our dinner/ supper :P
☃ My sis and I shared a 'bak kut teh' which is really not nice... no taste... sien... and have this....



☃ hehehe.. yeah~ my favourite, chicken wings :D This was highly recommended by my ex-colleague. 2nd time I tried this, hmm... not that really really really nice as he said hmm... dunno ah~~~~~

☃ Christmas holiday and weekend is finishing... hmm... tomorrow start to work again... sien... expecting Thursday and have holiday on Friday again... hmm...

☃ Thinking to give up on something in this Christmas holiday... is it good to give up? hmmm...

☃ oh~ gosh.. I haven't finish the 2nd set of CDA... should send out before Christmas but now is after Christmas.. oops....

☃ Happy New Year to everyone ya~ :)

Company Xmas Party

I work in this building...
Is a blue colour building :)

I got a big place in office, really a big area, much more bigger than others even the manager :P
And it is also the only place with Christmas decoration in office...
I thought I will everyday in happy mood when in office at the beginning of Dec, cos we set a big, colourful and blink blink Christmas tree just in front my seat....

But... after the set-up day, I am super duple busy everyday....
They keep adding job scope to me... So tension in office now...
Haizh~ make me forget to look at the tree, can't enjoy the Christmas feel... :(

However, past Thursday, got a little rest time in office hour :D
We rented an empty lot at the upper floor for our company Xmas lunch.
The Christmas songs brought the Christmas spirit back :D

*Our office has the same view with this, just we're at a bit lower floor*

We ordered buffet lunch from Eden...

The set up really in Christmas mood... all in green and red :D

And there is a Christmas tree and Santa Claus on the table.
But hor... I think hor... they have 'served' people for years... know what I mean? :P )

The food run out very fast....
yeah, one of the reason is...
The food quite ok, quite nice pun.... and... everyone is hungry and.... the food really not much la!!!!!

I tried everything bit, ok la.. as I said, nice pun...
Laksa is good too, but got colleagues complained it's bit too sweet...
hmm... a colleague keep saying the Ais Kacang is nice... but I not really got that chance to try how nice is it, after only few sips I had, manager already asked me to help in gift exchanging section.. eiks... eat pun "bo eng" -_-

*This is what I had, no pic for ais kacang cos my camera run out of batt that time :( *

Yeah... we also have gift exchange, but not everyone joining in this activity, I'm one of them... hehehe....
e... I hor... I have no heart on buying Christmas gift to ppl I don't want to.. so... can skip I skip la.. wahahahahahaha... phew~ luckily can skip... save money, energy and time... wahahahahahaha....

*Only around half of the office join but some really wrap the gift very nice*

They opened the gift on the spot, and everyone keep saying they like the gift...
But the very bad me, whisper with the other colleague (also din join the activity one.. hohoho..)... I really wonder hor.. is it true that they really like the gift??? Cos some hor really is ... "gift".. hoho... un what I try to say? haha...

After photo taking and 2 games, the party ended and what else?
Everyone back to office work lo... ... ...

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Ok, I really dunno are my colleagues really like the Christmas gift they got, but I'm sure I like mine...

Hehehe... Went to Redbox with E-ting after work on the same day, watched mv and sang until midnight... hehehe...

Got my Christmas gift from her on that night too...
I got....

*Tadah*

Yeah~ is a Santa Clause book mark...
She let me choose one from three and I picked this one.
Yeah~ not snowman this time...
Cos this Santa Clause looks happier and more cute this time.
What you think?
^_^

Thanks ya E-ting *muazks~ muazks~*

Congratulation to Fang

Let's applause to the new married couple~~~
My cousin, Fang is someone's wife since last Friday!!!

Gong Xi Gong Xi to the young couple :)

Wish them have a happy sweet live forever

^_^

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# Got more to talk and pics to post about her wedding dinners and wedding day previously, but after a week the mood, the feel gone... Thanks to my super siao busy company, my job scope is getting wider and wider and wider now... eiks~ more than a post I'm holding now... siao!!!

# Met friends in the second night wedding dinner, our conversation started with... "Oh~ Finally I see you wearing a dress" =_='
I never forget he complained me on CNY cos din wear dress to gathering. Hmm.. should I wear dress if still meeting him on the coming CNY? but... wear dress may complaint by another friend who always want me to wear casual when meet him wo... how ler? haizh~~~ why guys so hard to "fook si"???

# I really think getting married need a lot of courage, is never easy to share your life and go into another person's life. Seeing this young couple really think they're brave!!! Bravo! And congratulation!!!

Frosty-G meet her friends ^^

HELLO EVERYONE...
This is Frosty-G

Hehe... Is a gift from E-ting and also Steph.
Is handmade one o~~~
E-ting knows I like Christmas and snowman.
She made the cute snowman and then Steph made me the "G".
Kind Steph added the bling bling diamonds on the snowman and the "G" too.
They made it a bracelet for me ^^
Cute not? Sweet ler....
Thanks ya E-ting and Steph....*muazks~ muazks~*

***actually hor.... I hor... never met Steph or talk with her before one ler... She is fren of e-ting... I'm lucky ler... She treats me so nice even we dunno each other :D
Ok... Steph... beside a fren of my fren, she also is a good polymer clay maker.

You could go to her blog to have a look on her new Christmas collection if you're interested... very cute ler... hehe.... click here: Steph's blog

Yeah~ As I said it's cute... really really cute... + Christmas is coming + is handmade so all is unique,other ppl may have "same" snowman but it will never be the same + is time to give Christmas present, is time to share happiness + cute and nice things have to share + Steph treats me so nice, I should support her + er... er... er... whatever la... I was attracted by the those cute things and ordered a set of it... hehehehe....

E-ting passed me a silver gift box and a small zipper bag when I met her last Wed.

Inside the silver gift box is...

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*TADAH**Five little cute snowmen*

Cute not??? Cute not??? Cute not???
Hehehe... Snowmen attached with hand phone strings...
Each of them come with a xmas glass pearl, is free gift from Steph for every order of Christmas order (upon request, while stock last)

Cute ler???!!! hehehe....
If you can't see them how cute they're clearly, here come another pic...
Pic with Frosty-G ^^

*Frosty-G finally met her friends**From left to right*
*Heaty, Frosty, Frosty-G, Icy, Leafy and Devy*

Yeah~ everyone of them have their name :D
So happy to see 6 of them "stand" and take pic together...
Cute "dao"~~~~~
Soon they'll go to their owners have their happy life ever and after...

Ok, beside snowman, I love snowflake too.
Ordered a snowflake for myself from Steph, but... ... ... ...
blur blur her forget to reserve one for me...
and then out of stock :(

Ok... she then replace me with another snowflake...
Still is snowflake... ok lah... :D

hmm... but according to e-ting...
Steph feel very guilty on that, so she compensate me with other 3 things...

*A wishing star, sock, snowflak and bells*

The red sock is nice and sharp,right? :D

Oh~ Christmas is coming...
Merry Christmas!!!

Hohohohoho~~~~~

Ha... ya... I know is bit too early... but... in the mood saying this right now... wat to do? hahahahaha...

Farlim Night Market

I go home and sleep very early after work after work in Penang.
Almost everyday is the same, not much entertainment...
Except... Wednesday :D

Mel is the first brought me to Farlim Night Market...
She said sure I will like it...
And then....
End up... Yeah~ I really like it...
A lot of good food selling there...
wahahahaha.... yum~ yum~ yum~~~

Almost every time there I always will buy this...

*Uncle Bob Fried Chicken*

Yeah~ I like this one...
Is crunchy outside and smooth and juicy inside...
I will ask uncle to give me lot of curry power when I order...
So miss it now....
Yum~ Yum~ Yum~~~

And then, this dunno wat wat wat hot dog (can't remember the name :p) also from Uncle Bob.
Only focus on the spicy fried chicken and never notice this hot dog until E-ting said want to try this last Wednesday.

Something is covering hot dog, something sweet...
E-ting said is "ah pong" er... er... er...
My first try was with Sam Sam...
Both of us love it.. hehehe...

*RM 1.50 Char Hor Fun*

When E-ting and I there last Wed at around 7:30pm, people were already queuing...
Before they start their business, they on their light and settle their things, people already queuing... woo... geng right?
Not lot of ingredient, no prawn, only 'char sui' and vege, (keep in mind... is only RM1.50...) but really taste nice.
Sam Sam, SL, KW and CF joined us later, 6 of us also said it's yum~ yum~ yum~~~
Yeah~ really cheap and delicious.

CF bought something like salty fried sotong rings and that one taste nice also.
Not really know him well, scare will scare ppl away, so din take the pic of the sotong rings.. hehe...

Down~~~

Is 1 am ++ now, I should in my sweet sweet dream at this moment...

but... ... ... ....

Sometime bad happened... really really bad... bad until keep me awake at this time...

Before I came here to blog I was trying to fix this ....

*MY PITY SPECS!!!!*

Ya~ that's my specs...
I accidentally pressed on it and it became imbalance...
The skru was bit out of its position, then I "kepo" open it and tried to fix the shape and put back the skru.. who know... grrr~~ getting worse...
Now the skru totally cannot fix it....
Not only that, I scratched my glasses while I "kek gao gao" to fix it...

So down now... haizh~~~~

Will send to repair tomorrow, hope "she" will be alright... ...

'neh neh' lunch + Hard Rock Buffet

Believe me or not, a month ++ in this company, I never lunch with colleague/s until yesterday.
Lunch time is my only rest time in working hour so hmm... try to avoid to talk...
Used to need to wait for technician, vendor, dispatch boy or someone at lunch time, so a good reason to skip lunch with other...
Always say "no, thanks" to colleagues when they say want to 'ta pao' for me too, too tension to eat in office.. I don't want...

Until yesterday, hmm.. finally successfully lunch with the HR officer (we always say want to lunch together, but our timing always missed, either she in rush or I got something else to do....)
Then join also the other 2 managers...
End up = 2 1/2 "neh neh" + me... (one is Chindian so)

Super jam when lunch time (yeah.. as usual) but sitting the manager BMW car.. woo.. quite comfortable, no complaint.. hehehe... + they shared me a lot of Indian storied and jokes... hohoho... funny... real story about India also.. hohoho...

They brought me to a "neh neh" restaurant in Little Indian eat "neh neh" food.
We ordered banana leaf, banana leaf already got come with a lot of small dishes, but they still ordered 6 dishes of fish, vege, chicken..
wooo~ heavy lunch, ate like forget we're going to have a company staff dinner later....

Yup~ our company had International Buffet for staff in Hard Rock Hotel.

Leave office at 6pm, avoided traffic jam, got big event in Hard Rock, lot people there, but not many people take buffet there yet.

*white color + blur glass, sharp and nice*

Not much variety there...
The "international" er... got some (only few type) sushi, Asian food and desserts.

*only 5 small corners for seafood + sushi, salad, Asian food, desserts & fruit*

Tried every food bit (hmm... avoided some colleague said bad one)

Quite disappointed, bit over price for food, not really super nice food, ok ok, like that only...

But yeah... eat there is pay for environment.
hmm.. some nice too la... like raw salmon and their desserts :)

Finance colleagues super like the lobster too...

I din take a lot of desserts, but the few I had is nice, and heard my colleagues said this cake is nice, that cake is nice too...

*Can't remember how it taste, not really special but very cute*

I left very early, as the food not really attracted me + my table start talking on their kids story liao... got gap...
Back hometown is the best excuse to run :)

(not only excuse.. I really back hometown after that one)

Planed to walk around Hard Rock and take some pics one... but no mood when there....
hmm....

This is the only pic with me in...

*with finance manager, finance, business planner*

After the food, I will say... phew~ luckily is pay by company...
hmm.. I think Hard Rock will be out from our next month annual dinner list as our business planner say if know the only little choice she will not pick here... hoho...

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Hmm... blog to divert the feel to bite ppl, but eiks.. still want to bite ppl.. eiks....

The IT colleague is back!!!

Yeah! My IT colleague finally back from her maternity leave!!!
So nice to meet the IT gal...
Starting today, I no need to always run to server room, recieve the S'pore IT guys phone call for more than 10 per day.
phew~~~

Oh... yeah~ today one of the S'pore IT guy was scolded by his manager because of me...
ngek~ngek~ ngek~~~
Due to mis-communication or communication error or watever la...
(A lot of time, I really so hope to smash the IT guys when talking with them. hmm... quite sure not my problem, cos few ppl have the same feeling like me too. But luckily their manager is ok.. phew~~~)

I raise a form to get my manager, the ASEAN VP to approve, then VP went to their manager and their manager called me.
He always nice to me, in person or even on phone call.
We talked talked talked then found out this is not my job but IT, and also found out his "kar kia" din send the message well (ok.. not an issue for me to raise the form, but just that should be his 'kar kia' job)
Then the manager questioned his sub-ordinate...
He din put the line on hold so I heard some part of their conversation...
Hoho~~~~ feel so sorry to that IT guy...
But need to let him know too "Next time say properly la!!!"

Oh.. yeah... I hor.. think hor.. the 2 S'pore IT guys hor.. bit hor.. siao siao one lo...
Let named them Mr C and Mr S and share you something...

Case 1:
Mr C called me...
Mr C: Sorry GiGi, I need your help again.
Me: Yes, anything.
Mr C: Can you go to server room now, I need you help me to do something.
Me: Ok (Hang up the phone and go to server room. Then call him from server room)
Mr C: Look at the laptop I asked you to set, I'm going to remote open file from here.
Me: You want me here to see you remote open file?
Mr C: Yes... I want to count the timing...
Me: *sweating -_-" *

Case 2:
A new hire workstation is not connected to the printer.
Mr C called me.
Mr C: Can you give me your IP address I want to check what is the setting to the printer.
Me: But she (the new hire) is not using the same printer wo...
Mr C: Which printer you using?
Me: Toshiba, she use Richo one. That time you boss help me set to Toshiba liao.
Mr C: Is ok, let me check...
Me: (give him my IP address, he click here and there then...)
Mr C: GiGi, I'm going to ask the gal to print a document, you go to Toshiba printer check see her print out got or not.
Me: huh? How do I know what she print? You ask her go to the printer check herself la...
Mr C: ok... I will ask her go to check herself.
Me: ok, bye bye -_-"

Case 3
Mr S called me.
Mr S: GiGi, can you take the R40 notebook out and give to Ms A?
Me: huh? Alice already have her notebook, why need to give her another one?
Mr S: Is it? Mr C asked me to give the R40, pervious owned by WK one to Ms A.
Me: Ms A or Ms J? Ms J is the one replacing WK, should be her right?
Mr S: I forward you the mail and you read.
Me: Ok (read the mail) I think Mr C typed the wrong name kot, should be to Ms J, read the email below, he replied to the manager said will give to Ms J.
Mr S: oh... hmm.. can you help me call and check with Mr C?
Me: huh? He and you in S'pore, I in Malaysia. You same department with you one wo. You want me to called him and asked? He not just sit beside you meh?
Mr S: Ya.. he's just beside.
Me: er... so you ask him yourself easier kot?!
Mr S: oh....
Me: So you ask him yourself ah?!
Mr S: Ok.

The next call from Mr S.
Mr S: Ya. GiGi you're right, the R40 notebook is to Ms J.
Me: oh... ok... -_-'

Case 4
Mr C called my extension.
Mr C: GiGi are you in server room now?
Me: This is my extension. So sure not la.. I at my place.
Mr C: oh... are you free to go to server room now?
Me: bit busy but ok la......
Waiting for Mr C tell me what he want from server room but he din say anything but still on the line.
Me: *weird* er.... so I hang up 1st and go to server room and call you back...
Mr C: Ok, hang up...

Case 5
Mr C called...
Mr C: GiGi, can you help me to check how many no user PC on the desk now?
Me: Mr C, can I check for you later? I'm now helping ppl here to book flight ticket. They are flying tomorrow. Is urgent.
Mr C: But this is urgent too. Cos new hire is coming next Monday.
Me: Ya, I know they come next Monday. But the managers here fly TOMORROW wo!
Mr C: ok. pls let me know ASAP.
Me: Ok... *eiks~*

Oops... the cases here are more on Mr C...
Mr S one.. er.... er... er...
There're some other cases la... but can't remember them all...
Really ah... always heard a friend complaint about her IT is siao siao...
Now I also can join her, say my company IT also siao siao liao...
-_-"

空... ...

最近怪怪的,感覺很空,很空,很空…
突然心好像不見了...
對甚麼都失去了興趣, 甚麼都感覺不到…
很努力地想,努力地去感覺甚麼,
想要捉住些甚麼,但卻甚麼都捉不到…
得到的就只有那莫名其妙出現的,那空空的,甚麼都沒有的感覺…

這感覺很恐怖,比emo更糟,比down還慘…
emo和down 在一陣子後,讓自己吃個好吃的,看部電影,和朋友聚個會或甚麼的就會消失…
就醬,一直知道醬就會恢復正常,但這一次卻無效…
空的感覺一直都在…
就算在和朋友嘻嘻哈哈地聚會後,吃了好吃的後回到家躺在床上時眼淚回無故地落下…
試圖逃避這感覺,所以都逼自己做個早睡的小孩…
慶幸的是,現在的工作實在太累人,都不會失眠…
除了這一晚,也許晚餐喝了太多綠茶or綠茶不夠純正,失眠了…
但不幸的是,也許這空的感覺太強烈,它跑入夢中了…
夢中的空更不好受,現實生活中只有感覺,沒有真正一個可以100%證實它真的純在…
但在夢中卻真真實實的感到無助,感到一切好遙遠,感到被拋棄了…
連續幾天都有著這種所謂的惡夢…
印象最深刻的莫過於被朋友遺忘在一個我無法自己回去的地方,感覺失落無助到… …
然而過後再見面時卻無法對他發脾氣…
感覺很真實的夢…
就如現在的我,想對失去的 “東西”提出疑問,發脾氣,但卻發現沒甚麼 “東西”可以問,沒有權力,也沒有那個身分地位去發脾氣… …

在被 “空”侵襲得嚴重,撐不下時,我發email, sms給可以讓我感覺真實存在的朋友,補充元氣…
就哈啦一些有的沒的,那就好…
但嚇到了其中一個朋友...
本想只祝福他心滿滿的,希望他幸福…
但打太多讓他擔心了…
對不起… …

我和他並不是常見面,生活中真真的很要好的朋友…
但卻一直很謝謝他和我分享他的心事…
TO 你….
你說的一切都會只是我們之間的秘密…
但抱歉的是,此刻的我沒法和你分享心事…
因為很亂,很空所以無法也不知怎麼說…
因為習慣不說所以說不出口…
因為時常有人說可以和他們分享,但當終於想說的時候卻發現原來那是場面話…
因為害怕失望…
因為沒有信心…
所以對不起… …

其實我很羨幕那些可以隨意說出自己心事的人…
說出後,知道不是一個人在撐,感覺應該很好吧!?

好好珍惜對你說心事的朋友,好好保管你們的共同的 “秘密”, 因為他們真的信任你…

My Sis Big Day...

18th Oct 2009…
It is just a normal day for many people…
It is just a weekend, Sunday, an off day for working people…
It is just a day after Deepavali celebration for Indian friends…
But…
It’s a special day for certain people…
It’s a big day for my sis …
It’s a happy day for our family…
It’s the day of my sis officially become Mrs Sim
It’s the day of Mr Sim officially get a good wife…
It’s the day of my parents officially get a son-in-law…
It’s the day of myself and my sibling officially get a brother-in-law…

Is a day to sign, day of signature!!!
Is a registration day for MY SIS and BROTHER-IN-LAW…

My sis and brother-in-law registered at Beng Siew, SP.
Morning, 10 something, friends and relatives already there to witness their big day.

*With family and relatives*

*With their friends. Friends from SP, KM & PG*

Time to sign…

*Signatures of Mr & Mrs Sim, Calvin & Veron*

*Signatures of witnesses, Dad & HW*

*Mr & Mrs Sim exchanging rings*

*4 signatures = a cert = a marriage :) *

P/S: They very “yeng” lo, have the most supporters there, but also have the most camera persons there. Hohoho….

*4 still camera persons + 1 video camera persons*
*MT and I not in pic*

After the registration, we moved to Bites to have the post-registration lunch buffet.

*Enjoy eating that time also is time for pics*

Food at Bites quite ok, the environment very nice too.

*The mango pudding is the most popular ‘food’ of the day*

*Nice deco*

A thing is not really nice there…
This one…

*Name of my sis and my bro-in-law with a love*

Although it was at the entrance, but not many people noticed it, not very obvious. The deco er… er… er… like… er… really ah… eiks…

With a bunch of flower + A pair of rings + Marriage certs…

Here announce you Mr & Mrs Sim.

~Congratulation My Sis & Brother-in-law~

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After the big event, we have another event home at night…We’re having….
Celebrating…

My mom birthday!!!
Pre-birthday celebration, her actual birthday is today :D

*Yeah~ happy birthday mom*

And we’re having steamboat…
Hohoho~~~

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Notes:
# Is really a small small world, Bites not only is my ex-colleague’s sis restaurant also belong to my schoolmate.
# Someone I never met or even talked to called me GiGi without intro herself or make sure I’m I… woo~ on through FB make her so confident…
# Long long time never have friend call me Wan Gee, when heard it shock bit.. haha… I remember when first we know I was introduced as GiGi, but… yeah… I think is because of FB too… wo… powerful FB.. haha..

喜歡&愛

我發了個問題...
"喜歡" 不 = "愛" or "喜歡" = "愛" ?
很喜歡羊咩咩給我的答案:
"喜歡就是淡淡的愛，愛就是深深的喜歡"
喜歡那感覺淺淺,淡淡的一句話,卻包含了深深的涵義...
喜歡他以回文的方式呈現...

很喜歡他的答案,但卻不想接受這答案...
我還是選擇相信一直所相信的...
"喜歡" 不 = "愛"

為甚麼堅持?

因為我固執...

我相信愛昇華自喜歡,但喜歡未必能達到愛...

因為這是最好的藉口...

這是對人說我喜歡你,但我並不愛你的好理由...

有一些人,事,物就是不捨得放手,但卻缺了些甚麼讓它變成愛,所以說我喜歡,很喜歡,很喜歡...

因為這是欺騙自己最好的說辭...

當發現感覺不對時,就說...

這愛是短暫的錯覺,這不是愛,只是喜歡...

尤其是遇到了,不該愛上的人,事,物...

只是喜歡就不會傷得太重吧?!

因為這是防止感情變質的好阻力...
當一個人對你好,對你貼心溫柔時...

就說這只是對朋友的喜歡,不要想太多...

朋友的喜歡,朋友的感情都一至還在...

因為我很貪心...
我想對我喜歡的人,感覺好的人說

"我喜歡你,真的很喜歡你"

就只是想表達我的感覺...

我深深明瞭,這喜歡不是愛...

就純粹是我喜歡...

如果大家的"喜歡"和"愛"的定義都一樣,那多好...

當心被打動,沒動情時依然可以說:

"我好喜歡你哦~", 直接表達想說的那多好?!

hmm... 但是hor...其實hor...

現在hor...我也有些懷疑...

我的喜歡也許有淺淺的愛...

hohoho...自己打亂自己 pula ...

就淺淺,沒關係吧?! 哈~~~

我希望,羊咩咩不只得到深深的喜歡,也得到了深深的愛.

祝福你啦,羊咩咩 ^^

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一天駕車時又想起了樹,葉子和風 的故事...

突然想到樹,葉子和風也可以更悲...

樹,葉子和風可以互不依靠...

樹可以原來是仙人掌,它只需要刺,並不需要葉子的陪伴...

所以樹從來看不到葉子的存在...

葉子可以原來是落地生根,它其實想離開樹了,奈何它就長那兒...

它想去流浪,試著跟風走,但有些事情就是自己控制不了...

風還是風...

但並不是之前那個癡情的風...

風只是因為一時寂寞,找了葉子來陪伴...

當一切恢復或當它知道它帶不走葉子時,它就醬離開了...

這故事一點都不美,是吧?!

我也覺得...

但這也可以是樹,葉子和風 的故事...

Good food from Darren ^^

Darren cooked a lot after he married and posted his food to Facebook.
E-Ting and I commented on his pics, then he said he will cook for us one day.
We take this as a courtesy reply, who knows he really means it.
He invited us to his house for a yummy yummy dinner last Sunday night.
He planned this, want to cook us a week before his trip to China.

Wah~ really ‘got heart’, he planned his day cook for us… cool right?!
FYI, it’s not a “normal” dinner, k?
He put a lot of time + energy + heart on that….You’ll agree with me when you listen to the dishes’ name (ok, only Chinese name, don’t want to translate until spoil the beautifulness... sorry…)

See see what yummy food he served us...
Really yummy yummy yummy one ler....

*蠔煎包*

The dough is cruncy, inside got lot of ingredients, got oysters, egg, "ang hun", spring onion (or 'ku cai' hehe... not sure) and... er... not sure still got what 'hor liao' inside... but really taste nice... he made one each... a big one... yum yum~~~

*日式南蠻雞*

This one very nice too... too bad we cannot finish it... really super full...
This one take lot of his time, according to the thumb up cook, after he made the chicken, he marinated it with _________ ("li li kat kat", a lot of things, I just know got "sao xing jiu" :P) for 6 hours.
Geng right? A lot of heart and effort on the dinner invitation... so touch lo~~~ :)

*螞蟻上樹*

Nice name? Darren said the red chili is ants, the green vege and 'tang hun' is tree...

Not only name nice, taste also super duple nice...
I love this one a lot...

Dunno how long had he take to prepare this dish, the 'tang hun' really taste so nice...
We finished it... hohoho... really yummy ler!!!!! *Thumb up!! Thumb up!! Thumb up!!!*

*台灣高湯*

The soup is kind of tasteless, cos the sweet taste already absorb by the 'tang hun'

Darren cooked this soup for the 螞蟻上樹 (the dish above). Taste of 螞蟻上樹 'tang hun' is from this soup.

*豬腳+雞腳醋*

This was actually cooked by Darren's mom.

His mom is also a good cook, enjoy some good food from his mom when I was staying with them.

But really pai seh to auntie this time, cos his son's food are too yummy, we not eat much on auntie food :P

Really is a superb dinner.
Yummy food and we're super duple full.. hoho...

He served us his expensive 高山茶 bought from Taiwan...

Really cool right?

Lucky us....

Really good food...

Thanks Darren :)

But hor... we hor.. really gai one lo....

Ppl so got heart cook and invited us to dinner hor.. we're late lo.....

Darren and his wife wait us for dinner... pai seh lo...

But... hor.... late with a reason one la.....

cos hor... we.. hor... were trained to be a good manner gals....

Tesco's cashier fault la... eiks!!! :P

My Belated Birthday Present From Europe ^^

E-ting is back!!!!
She is back last week!!!She is back from her 3 weeks Europe trip!!!
She is back with my belated birthday present!!!!


I got the birthday present from her after around 6 months…
Half year late, but worth to wait…
Hohoho… cos ….
It’s an expensive branded bag from London

*Tadah*

*Is a cute Harrods bag from UK*

Yeah, this is it…Map around Harrods building printed on the bag…
Included the cute London Red Bus, Harrods bus, policemen, shoppers...

and.. and... and the other cute cute drawing…
Cute right?

But then I said… e.. make in China one…
Ha~ what not make in China now ah? Hahaha~~

Hehe… beside birthday present I got souvenirs from E-ting too…
Souvenirs is… …

*Tadah*

Yeah~ post cards from London and Paris.

From love Ting to Little GiGi ^^

The Big Bell post card got London red bus oh…

and the House of Parliament beside is really awesome.
E-ting showed me her travel pics… woo…. Cool…

E-ting stayed somewhere nearby the place showed in the Paris postcard…
Lucky her…

Erm… should have another post card from Scotland…

But… er…. Due to _______ (forget wat is it.. hoho..) she not able to send me one…
Ok la~ got that heart also song liao

Thanks ya, E-ting… *muazks~ muazks~ muazks~*